1. 4 months ago 
    So I’m in Santa Fe, NM with no car. We tried to leave Silverton but the car overheated immediately if we tried to go over the pass for even a minute. The mechanic was closed (it was a Sunday) and that Monday was Columbus day. The next day we got kicked out of the place we were staying. The lady told us to pack up and get out - all of us including Lody, Leah and their two kids who thought they’d be there for months at least. I gave Leah a reading a little before and it felt weird, I realized later it was because it was a lesson and not just a conversation. It doesn’t really seem like she’s heeding it. Leaving was dramatic and we couldn’t stay (or die), so we packed up Nd ended up here where we’ve been sleeping under a tunnel (me and Billy) with badger (sometimes he stays in a house). Leah showed me picture of Kali Ma after my cousin called me and reminded me to center and know myself. She had placed the image over her birthings because she’d heard this goddess was very maternal. Yes. She is. But not a mother to overly spoil you, she brings strength and testing to those who ask in reverence for guidance. But in return you must respect the road of hardships because it was you who asked for it. Sometimes I miss my bed. I won’t lie, or being able to eat when I was hungry. At least my appreciation for all that is increasing. If I ever get ‘stable ’ or whatever… I’m def kicking down food to dirty kids all the time. There’s so much more but. I can’t talk about it yet… not like this. Well here’s my check in :)

    So I’m in Santa Fe, NM with no car.

    We tried to leave Silverton but the car overheated immediately if we tried to go over the pass for even a minute. The mechanic was closed (it was a Sunday) and that Monday was Columbus day.

    The next day we got kicked out of the place we were staying. The lady told us to pack up and get out - all of us including Lody, Leah and their two kids who thought they’d be there for months at least.

    I gave Leah a reading a little before and it felt weird, I realized later it was because it was a lesson and not just a conversation. It doesn’t really seem like she’s heeding it.

    Leaving was dramatic and we couldn’t stay (or die), so we packed up Nd ended up here where we’ve been sleeping under a tunnel (me and Billy) with badger (sometimes he stays in a house).

    Leah showed me picture of Kali Ma after my cousin called me and reminded me to center and know myself. She had placed the image over her birthings because she’d heard this goddess was very maternal.

    Yes. She is. But not a mother to overly spoil you, she brings strength and testing to those who ask in reverence for guidance. But in return you must respect the road of hardships because it was you who asked for it.

    Sometimes I miss my bed. I won’t lie, or being able to eat when I was hungry. At least my appreciation for all that is increasing. If I ever get ‘stable ’ or whatever… I’m def kicking down food to dirty kids all the time.

    There’s so much more but. I can’t talk about it yet… not like this. Well here’s my check in

    :)

     

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